I was supposed to put “Well,….” as the opening part of this post but I realized that I it’s a bit usual for me to use that word, and it’s now usual for me to keep erasing what I’ve typed then typing new wordings and stuff, spending almost five minutes just for a sentence! Gahd! That might be the reason why I haven’t finished that post that I started last May 13.

Maybe that’s just for posts like this, where random thoughts just come and go (what the heck??). Anyway, I apologize for any grammatical error, and if ever you’ve read the About part of this blog, then you might have known that this blogging thing is also to enhance whatever knowledge I have with the English language. So just comment it out. It’s better to receive your-english-is-so-so-wrong comments than those hey-im-obviously-a-spam comments, but hey, I’m also doing my best to check my own stuff.

I think I’m disoriented or something. It started last Monday when I had this sore throat-colds-head ache combination and after that, it seems I’ve lost my focus, or am I just making stuff? I could have finished the project I’m working on, but the ideas seem…. away? Get it?

Another thing is that it seems I don’t like to open up. I mean, that’s usual and that’s somehow me, a secretive person (or should I say a not-so-sharing person?), but recently, I’ve been opening up to some of my close friends (a difficult thing for me to do), but the mood now seems not that good too. I don’t know.

But I say the tragedy is thinking how you’re gonna spend the rest of your nights with the light on. I can see myself doing engineering stuff, but I can’t see it definitively, if ever that word exists. I will not talk about because it will boil down with the lab thing and I’m still not over with my last sem, honestly.

But nothing happened last time, for goodness’ sake! I just hope…. no, I know something will happen and I will make that happen. I think I have the remedy to avoid the results of the past. But still..